I am a 250-watt lightbulb...
I am also an angry mob...because this is the second time I had to write this blog, some mishap w/ my Internet Connection caused me to lose the entire blog!!! So hopefully this one rings identical to the original, but I'll be the only one to know that...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Events Transpired...
Not a very eventful weekend, even though it was longer than usual.
Dependable, or PUSHOVER?
A recent telephone conversation w/ one of my new phone buddies brought a certain to mind. I was telling her about how I had woken up @ 4:15AM yesterday so that I could get to LAX by 5-ish to pick up my friend, who was just arriving from Hawaii. And she was teasing me saying that he only asked me cuz he knew I would cuz I never say no. Even though she was just kidding, I'd have to say it did cast a seed of doubt about why people always ask ME for favors and stuff like that. People say I'm dependable and reliable, but is it really because I'm just a pushover? So I contemplated this topic over a couple of cigarettes (I know I KNOW, I am now suffering the consequences of smoking those cigs), and came to my conclusion, which is as follows: I never say no to a favor someone asks of me because I know I've asked for countless favors from other people. I also say yes, even when it might be a little tough for me to do because that's just how I am. I like to go out of my way for my friends...it's a part of my loyalty I guess. And if I really couldt NOT do it, then I could easily say no and state my reason why. But if not, then why WOUDN'T I do it? Not being able to do it because of prior engagements or other such matters is one thing, but being able to but just not wanting to is something else. What does that say about you? And that's exactly it, I want to state, BY MY ACTIONS that I, Jay Bermudez, am truly trying to be a good friend. Treat people how you want to be treated, and hopefully it will be so... So judges rule, NOT a pushover...
Because I am TOO tired to continue, it's been a long day at work, tomorrow, I shall briefly touch upon Foundations and Excitations...hey, that rhymes... :P
"Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile. "
-Unknown
I am also an angry mob...because this is the second time I had to write this blog, some mishap w/ my Internet Connection caused me to lose the entire blog!!! So hopefully this one rings identical to the original, but I'll be the only one to know that...MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
Events Transpired...
Not a very eventful weekend, even though it was longer than usual.
Dependable, or PUSHOVER?
A recent telephone conversation w/ one of my new phone buddies brought a certain to mind. I was telling her about how I had woken up @ 4:15AM yesterday so that I could get to LAX by 5-ish to pick up my friend, who was just arriving from Hawaii. And she was teasing me saying that he only asked me cuz he knew I would cuz I never say no. Even though she was just kidding, I'd have to say it did cast a seed of doubt about why people always ask ME for favors and stuff like that. People say I'm dependable and reliable, but is it really because I'm just a pushover? So I contemplated this topic over a couple of cigarettes (I know I KNOW, I am now suffering the consequences of smoking those cigs), and came to my conclusion, which is as follows: I never say no to a favor someone asks of me because I know I've asked for countless favors from other people. I also say yes, even when it might be a little tough for me to do because that's just how I am. I like to go out of my way for my friends...it's a part of my loyalty I guess. And if I really couldt NOT do it, then I could easily say no and state my reason why. But if not, then why WOUDN'T I do it? Not being able to do it because of prior engagements or other such matters is one thing, but being able to but just not wanting to is something else. What does that say about you? And that's exactly it, I want to state, BY MY ACTIONS that I, Jay Bermudez, am truly trying to be a good friend. Treat people how you want to be treated, and hopefully it will be so... So judges rule, NOT a pushover...
Because I am TOO tired to continue, it's been a long day at work, tomorrow, I shall briefly touch upon Foundations and Excitations...hey, that rhymes... :P
"Life is a journey, and love is what makes that journey worthwhile. "
-Unknown
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